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Choices (To Be or Not To Be)

I do believe that Fate does exist. Fate is like God who has all the powers to predetermine, to order what, when and how things would happen to you. Its like things will work themselves out when Fate ordered them to. But who can tell what Fate had planned for your future, will it truly happen ? If it is your destiny, do Fate allows changes to be occur ? It is all remain to be seen.

But some people never like Fate. They blame on Fate and believing that Fate is unfair ! Perhaps it is true, sometimes Fate do gives us hard time. But think of it, are you the Most Unlucky person in this world ? You may not be as fortunate as some others, still there may be worst ! What Fate had planned on your future, is like Chance that was given to you. But it would never tells you " i'm your chance, hold me tight". It may seem like putting an end to your world or maybe it was bringing you a fortune. Which one would you accept ? It is your CHOICE !

When you found a career at a right place at a right time, 
That's a Chance !
When you started a relationship with someone you just being caught up in a moment, that's not a choice. 
That's a Chance !

Things and people may come to you by chance.
But to make things work out, it is truly a Choice !
A CHOICE that was made by you !

If you decide to work hard for your career no matter how much or how hard it takes, that's not a Chance. 
That's a Choice !
If you decide to love your mate no matter what mistakes he or she had done and still loving your mate just the same,
That's a Choice !

It is Chances that we met and Choices that we made. Fate made your destiny, but it is still up to you to make it happen. This is what i truly believe. Start making your CHOICES and you can seek the truth beneath yourself.

To Be or Not To Be,

That is the Question.

Responsibilities

Responsibility,
seems to something that our destiny gave us.
But all responsibilities that came to us,
how much must we accept ?

There are all kinds of people in this world,
we may see some of them who may not take any responsibility,
which we may say that these people always blame on others.
But still, there are people who took too much,
which they do not blame on others instead of blaming themselves.

I believe that blaming yourself is not better than blaming others.
Just do your very best to not blame others,
be responsible without blaming, and without taking too much.
Stand in the middle of them.
Don't blame yourself.
But don't make it an excuse,
do what you need to do,
just not TOO MUCH !!

To those who took too much,
Release yourself.
Life can be filled with much more happiness even by just cutting our burden into half.


As someone says:
"The happiness we feel when we are weightless is a catalyst for more happiness to be welcomed into our lives."

Standing on Mountains v2

Another Fantastic Trip i would say.

Hiking to the Top of Menglembu Kledang Hills again.

Though it's not the first time, but this time was much much MORE !!

Much more People,

Much more Earlier,

Much more Challenging,

Much more Fun,

Much more we Learned,
Much much more Fantastic !!

Things are just getting better isn't it ? =)

We all improved !!

The view of Ipoh.

I plan to start the trip quite early this time, as our first mission was to watch the Sunrise. Kinda worried that day when i was waiting for others arrival, as some of them always came late.

thoughts in my mind,

hmm... its almost time, why didn't they show up yet, is HE(guess who xD) overslept again ? are they going the right way ? Argh ?!!

But OMG !!! they all showed up at last !! 

Well, guess like i gonna put more trust on them....

Again boys and girls, thanks for coming !! =)

Backpacks on and the journey begins !! wuuhoo....

It was just 6 in the morning and the road was super dark. We can't even see a thing in such dim light. Luckily some of us brought their torch lights, especially the 2 muscular macho man of our group, both of them bring out a gigantic torch light !! LOL

(Hey, big guys'd bring big stuffs huh....)

I took one and walk from the front and the other one at the back. The route was slippery and rocks are everywhere, just one small step may drag you into danger. But as we all supporting each another, the journey was safe and sound.

God bless, nothing bad happens....

Ipoh Sunrise.

Mission 1 Failed.

We didn't get up there in time to watch the sunrise, kinda sad though, but as we all stick together, it doesn't take us down.

(Promise not to miss it next time) 

Instead, everyone keep moving forward to our Ultimate Goal.

To the Top !! 

Although some of us keep complaining about tired and hungry, and some would just keep asking how much longer to reach the top? But when we all chit chat along the journey, our laughters made us forget about them. Some of us were even sprinting and i was one of them.

(but i ended up with legs cramp.... ><'')

(Moral of the story: sleep earlier before you do any intensive exercise)

After a few hours walking, finally we made it to the top !!


                                                                                                              
Here are some feelings and experiences that my friends and i would like to share,

First of all, one of the Mr.Muscular Macho Man.
The one with the gigantic torch light at the back,
who is always taking care of our safety.

Mr.Poh Keng Chong,

Climbing Menglembu Hill its like an ordinary hike, coz we been climbing it all the time since we were small. But hey, this time its different, we are hiking before day break! at 6am in the morning! and with whole bunch of fantastic people!! this is a new challenge for me as this time I have to hike with a torch light. : D

We started the hike in a pitch black condition, as the actual goal is to reach hilltop to see the sunrise. some of the members didn't bring torch light, I have to be their 'light bulb' for the meantime. Halfway through some members started to nag about tired, dizzy and hungry, but we stick to our goal, that is to reach RTM station!!! we push each others, giving them a boost on n off, cheering them up. eventually we finish the hike! the feeling of reaching the top was absolutely fantastic!

Although we didn't manage to reach the top to watch the sunrise, some can't finish the hike... but what i feel is that, in our hearts, in some point, we do reach our own goals, as each individual goals are different. =)

The hike was fun, exciting, superb and fantastic! I would like to do it again!! even earlier! even faster! =DDD

PKC III

                                                                                                                                                                          

Ms.Super Supportive

The most supportive girl along the journey,

and also walks faster than me.

Ms Vivian Tan,

Its amazing when i see others keep hiking to the top of the mountain non-stop even though they seem really tired and sweating all over...i was asking in mind...what drives them to work that hard??

(Random thought:
guys;keeping fit to to get the girl they wished?? or training up muscles to make themselves more macho?? xD
girls; trying to slim down so that they could be in best shape?? or just purely keeping fit to stay healthy??)

I believe everyone have their own reasons as each of us have different backgrounds and stories in life. But one similarity that we have is that we have the same GOAL in mind. That is to strive hard and reach the top!! And with that simple reason, we could always stay united as ONE and supporting each other in times of need.

Another thing that comes to mind is...sometimes there's no turning back. Its either to continue the hard journey till the end and enjoy the success OR stay stranded in the middle of the journey and get nothing. (sounds cruel,but thats the fact)

So keep going people!!! strive for what you wished for and dont ever give in easily. There are always frens and family that will SUPPORT U!! =)

thats a little thing that i would like to share. regards.=)

                                                                                                                                                                           

Ms.(i don't know i should write it out or not)

The one who always supports me to organize this trip.

Ms Goh Rui Min

thanks Joe for being the intiator of this hiking plan.

aint the first time to hike at kledang.but this is the very first time to hike in the dark :))
frankly waking up in such early hour is very torturing.so am glad that everyone who promise to show up didnt ffk at the very last minutes.

due to my tendency of falling down is eff-ing high.and everyone knows that ==!
as the journey begins, fear too started to arise.it aint easy to walk in such dim light.especially with rocks.slippery route.
thank you very much to the gang who kept remind and ready to lend a hand to let me hold along the way =))

sadly we missed the sunrise.but the whole thing still awesome.
doing something together other than having training in gym.
the companionship worth and may the bond did grew stronger a lil.

bravo to all the newbie for finishing the route.
now you realise that there is no way down once you started your steps to hike.
all we can do is to work even harder.try even harder to reach the top.
it's okay to stop and take a breathe.as long as we finish what we started.thats the thing that matters.

i still wanna to catch the glim of twilight before sunrise!we gonna make it the next time. ♥~

                                                                                                                                                                                

Ms.Likes to Complain

The one who complains the most when going down hill.

Ms Khit Kar Hui,

Wonderful hiking trip though my knee seriously get injured. Along the trip, road may be smooth without obstacles. Sometimes i'm worried when everyone was in the verge of danger. It's similar to the journey of our lives. Nobody on this earth will always walk on a safe side. Whether you want to take the highway, or to hike the mountains is your choice. Your intention. Your Will. And this makes my emptiness vanishes !! =)

I learnt a new thing. I learn to set Targets, and i use my mind to motivate myself. targets are set by human like me, like you, like us. Journey without targets is like walking with no light, no direction, no guidance.

                                                                                                                                                                                  

Ms.Leg Pain

The one who has leg problems.

Ms Chew Kai Shi,

Hmm, i had experienced much in this Hiking Trip. Although i cant get up to the top., but i already done my best to go up to there. cause i cant continue it with my 'calciumless' leg. this hiking process is quite suffer...but i'm happy that i can tried to go for it.

                                                                                                                                                                               


The other girl who walk faster than me,
Ms.Soon Lai Shuen

I’m can’t believe that I can climb and walk more than 5 hour….cause this is my first time climbing and, also the first time successful arrived to the top . On the way to the top process got a bit tired , sweat is worth it to pay more but happy got all of you accompany. I believe that I will not give up so easily .In this hiking trip it can Increase our physical patience and strength. I’m will never forget this memorable hiking trip in my whole life .lastly I want to thank sir, miss and friends will give us support.
Because we are the BEST . ^^…….


                                                                                                                                                                                              


Ms.Don't Talk So Much
Another girl who walks faster than me too,
and also seldom complains.

Ms Chow Pooi Yee,

Oh yeah, this hiking trip really is a strenuous exercise. On the way, I already didn't have enough strength to support me go to the peak. But when Sir and friends encouraged us, I believe I can do it, so I exhaust my energy to continues it. Finally, we reach the peak. Yeah! We do it! We had arrived at the top of the mountain! I can enjoy the beauty scenery. The feeling gave me a great sense of satisfaction. Hiking can build up our strength and perseverance.Now, I got an unforgettable experience. I'm happy I had this hiking trip with all of you.Thanks :)

                                                                                                                                                                     

Last but not least, the Masterpiece.
ME !! xD

The journey wasn't short or easy, there were always obstacles along the way to stop us. But as we all focus on our Goal, keep headed to the right direction. Nothing can stop us !! 

Motivates others when their energy goes low. 
Give them strength ! Support them !
Lend them a hand when they need help. And they will do the same to you.

I couldn't make it to the top alone, or even if i could, it would be tougher. I believes we'd get stronger when we're all connect together. There is an energy between us, some sort of power that carry us along the journey. It made us relieved even when things gone worst, like believing we could do anything, like everything is possible. Sometimes, we may feel tired and our mind would just keep telling us that we can no longer continue. But there is a force inside us, that invisible energy which can't be stopped, keeps pushing us forward. I don't know you all can feel it or not when you are in a team, but i believes this is what that gave me the strength to move on, to not give up !! I guess this is what we call the power of ONE. Something that couldn't be seen with our eyes but always follow us as we all stay united. Something that is so strong which can make everything and anything that is impossible to become possible. Try to realize some time, give your teammates a cheer when their energy level is low, maybe even just a YES would do the trick. You could make them feel better and you could make a difference. =)

The second quarter of 2011 begins(April Fool)

Again ?! Time flies !!
Or i could say fly is just not fast enough to describe.
Time is just simply going on too fast !!
Oh, Time... Could you please slow down a bit... ><''
Nah, whatever... It won't listen though...

The first quarter of 2011 has passed,
its already the beginning of the second quarter.
The final challenge of the year seems to be getting closer.
Things are feeling kinda pack and tons of stuffs need to be done.
Guess like this month gonna be less outing with friends.
But one good thing is that my intention to my goal is getting stronger.
Seems like my vision is clear now.
Believing what i'm doing is right,
and keep moving forward.
Nothing can stop me !! : )

Pressure ?! Stress ?!
Kick Ass Goodbye !!
Haaiyaahh ?!!

Few days more for MUET test,

all candidates in my school seems to be preparing for it,

Kinda nervous huh...

(luckily i'm not taking the test... XD)

All the best to my friends,

especially to those who retake,

hope they can pass this test and focus back on STPM.

Let us all throw our MUET text books away this coming 16th April,

and get release from the bloody hell !!

We gonna break the best record of the school this year.

YES !!!

Doubt

The journey ahead gets so cold,
when the path taken seems so dark.
The uncertainty grows so strong,
when everything around seems so wrong.

Doubt Doubt Doubt !!

Is this the right way ?

Every single step i take,

was like a successive blunder,

seemingly a immovable obstacle,

which disturbs and depresses me.

Doubt Doubt Doubt !!

Is this really the right way ?

Damn !! What am i talking about ?
Just caught myself doubting. HAHAHA !!

Not doubting whether i'll fail or not,

just doubting whether i've done enough to succeed.

Striving to do more,

That's it.

By the day i sign my name,

i've already know there's no U-turn.

Those who are worrying about me,

i'm fantastic here, don't worry. =)

Doubt !!

Is that my weakness or my strength ?

It seems to be a weakness,

when it makes me uncomfortable.

Hate it when i feel unsure.

But it may be my strength,

when it keeps me questioning myself.

Self realization.

Those who never doubt about themselves,

are they over confident ?

But to me,

i would've made mistakes easily if i never doubt.

What about you ?

March Holiday

March Holiday has started.

Gonna say that again. TIME FLIES!!


Just finish my first monthly test of 2011,
haven't get my results but i already know the grades,
never wanted to think much about it,
i can't change the fact, 
all i can do is study harder and do it better next time.

Never let it press me down, keep moving forward.

Okay, end...off-topic.

Here goes my holiday plans,

just same as usual, nothing special,

only thing different is that i could sleep longer than schooldays,

I guess that's what my holiday is all about, HAH !!

Online, Facebook, MSN, Games, what else can i do ?

Oh ya, Study!!(if anyone believe i would). xD

There will be lots of extra tuition classes ahead. ><''

It will be busier than schooldays.

Well, keeping myself busy would be better than getting my butt lazy though.

I know sleeping whole day is kinda waste of time,

Start feeling guilty now,

Gonna sleep less and full fill my holidays.

Just hope i wont let anything left incomplete this holiday.

Best part of my holiday.