Doubt

The journey ahead gets so cold,
when the path taken seems so dark.
The uncertainty grows so strong,
when everything around seems so wrong.

Doubt Doubt Doubt !!

Is this the right way ?

Every single step i take,

was like a successive blunder,

seemingly a immovable obstacle,

which disturbs and depresses me.

Doubt Doubt Doubt !!

Is this really the right way ?

Damn !! What am i talking about ?
Just caught myself doubting. HAHAHA !!

Not doubting whether i'll fail or not,

just doubting whether i've done enough to succeed.

Striving to do more,

That's it.

By the day i sign my name,

i've already know there's no U-turn.

Those who are worrying about me,

i'm fantastic here, don't worry. =)

Doubt !!

Is that my weakness or my strength ?

It seems to be a weakness,

when it makes me uncomfortable.

Hate it when i feel unsure.

But it may be my strength,

when it keeps me questioning myself.

Self realization.

Those who never doubt about themselves,

are they over confident ?

But to me,

i would've made mistakes easily if i never doubt.

What about you ?

March Holiday

March Holiday has started.

Gonna say that again. TIME FLIES!!


Just finish my first monthly test of 2011,
haven't get my results but i already know the grades,
never wanted to think much about it,
i can't change the fact, 
all i can do is study harder and do it better next time.

Never let it press me down, keep moving forward.

Okay, end...off-topic.

Here goes my holiday plans,

just same as usual, nothing special,

only thing different is that i could sleep longer than schooldays,

I guess that's what my holiday is all about, HAH !!

Online, Facebook, MSN, Games, what else can i do ?

Oh ya, Study!!(if anyone believe i would). xD

There will be lots of extra tuition classes ahead. ><''

It will be busier than schooldays.

Well, keeping myself busy would be better than getting my butt lazy though.

I know sleeping whole day is kinda waste of time,

Start feeling guilty now,

Gonna sleep less and full fill my holidays.

Just hope i wont let anything left incomplete this holiday.

Best part of my holiday.

Family

Another wonderful e-mail from my dear friend.
Good things are meant to be shared, enjoy...


F A M I L Y 

I ran into a stranger as he passed by, 
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply .
He said, "Please excuse me too; 
I wasn't watching for you." 
We were very polite, this stranger and I. 
We went on our way and we said goodbye. 
But at home a different story is told, 
How we treat our loved ones, young and old. 
Later that day, cooking the evening meal, 
My son stood beside me very still. 
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. 
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown. 
He walked away, his little heart broken. 
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. 
While I lay awake in bed, 
God's still small voice came to me and said, 
"While dealing with a stranger, 
common courtesy you use, 
but the family you love, you seem to abuse. 
Go and look on the kitchen floor, 
You'll find some flowers there by the door. 
Those are the flowers he brought for you. 
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. 
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, 
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes." 
By this time, I felt very small, 
And now my tears began to fall. 
I quietly went and knelt by his bed; 
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said. 
"Are these the flowers you picked for me?" 
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree. 
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. 
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue." 
I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; 
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way." 
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. 
I love you anyway." 
I said, "Son, I love you too, 
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue." 

FAMILY 
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company 
that we are working for could easily replace us in 
a matter of days. 
But the family we left behind will feel the loss 
for the rest of their lives. 

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more 
into work than into our own family, 
an unwise investment indeed, 
don't you think? 
So what is behind the story? 

Do you know what the word FAMILY means? 
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU 

"The love of family is life's greatest blessing."

Thanks for Reading.

Believe in Yourself

There are times that things aren't the way you hope to be.
There are times that people keep letting you down, disappoint you.
There are times that are filled with frustrations and anger.
There are times that others are not standing on the side you were.

Life isn't easy, always.

if it was, it wasn't life.

Why does people never understand ?
Why does people think that only you're wrong ?
Why does people think it's all your fault ?
Why does people first start blaming on you ?

Put the responsibilities on you shoulder,

keep your feet on the ground.

This is when you have to choose to accept them or not.
This is when you have to trust your own judgements.
This is when you have to face these challenges.
This is when you have to make changes in your life.

Don't let people stand in your way,

walk on your own path.

Believe Yourself,
Believe what you think is right,
Believe things will get better,
Believe in all you want your life to be.

Let it start from believing,

and believe will change it the way you want to be.

Keep Believing !!
Although life isn't always the way you wanted,
but you could change it.

Don't let it get the best of you.